THE CRAZY FEELING CALLED LOVE
Its amazing this feeling of craving and yearning, the wait, the restlessness, the tossing in the bed. That is the crazy feeling called love. It can make you, it can break you, but what is it exactly?
Lyrics and epics have been written about this emotion and expression by hordes of poets and authors and yet it still remains as something so magnificent a feeling and indescribable so very accurately.
For some love is a feeling that makes the heart rate rise, for others it is a hormone that makes our race survive. For me it is a feeling most sublime and ethereal, a feeling so divine when it touches you it lights up your life. A lovely trick designed by nature to give vent to superfluous words and emotions within you.
But what would you call this experience of falling in love again in the latter half of your life, when you have reached a stage which tells you ALL IS OVER. The butterflies in the stomach when someone looks into your eyes and tells you that they love you. Imagine what magic this could create and what feelings it could evoke. Having fallen in love very young and having experienced it in the teens, that was a different level and world altogether - more of an infatuation, a crush, attraction call it what you may. But now......... it is a sense of maturity, a bonding you know that will not wear out.
In reality, love has just moved on to a new phase, and one wherein you feel at times you have no right to assert on the person you love, cant give in completely and yet feel so close at heart, intermingled into one soul. This is not a temporary madness and we need this madness to keep our spirits and heart young. To feel emotional like you once were, to live the staid part of your life interestingly.
Part of the problem is that these emotions are as complex as a computer manual, very difficult to judge it as right and wrong. But is there anything so good that can substitute for a touch of a hand in hand, caress of the face of the other, tenderness of his presence, her smile? Are these not steps to the discovery of the other as a person in their totality... in a bonding called LOVE, so ENIGMATIC and yet so MAGICAL?